Casual Cerebration

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Haven’t been on tumblr in quiiiiiiiiiiiite a long while. Honestly because I’d rather read other people’s interesting stories and after reading those, I feel as though my lame stories simply won’t measure up. 

In other latest news, I cut my hair super short (again) and I’m enjoying it. Today I was bored and decided to make it wavyyy. It’s fun and entertaining. While also on the hair subject, I’ve been thinking a lot about getting some feathers for the summer. 

I’m ready to enjoy my summer break with all of the people I love. Although it’s very hard trying to balance my time with all of the people I want to catch up with. I’m going to start working on that. 

I’m also going to make Spaghetti Carbanare for the cutest little blonde girl. Have a great day everyone. 

This is where my honey moon will be. Or Hey! A trip with the… girls?

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I don’t post very much or often, usually because blogs to me are kind of like conversations, but no one really talks back. So I guess I usually just say a little of what I’m thinking and then move on… Anyway on to my stories.

1. Today after my classes I ate lunch with Leslie(2) at Joe’s pizza and pasta. I ordered a Spinach and Alfredo pizza. Probably one of the best decisions ever. At first when it was given to me I thought the Alfredo sauce was grease (gross). So I took my napkin and i started blotting all of the “grease” off, well it turns out it was actually the sauce. Seriously, it was the best pizza I have ever eaten. By far the best. Although, New York Pizza and Pasta’s Margerita Pizza was very good too. I’ve just decided that Pizza is probably one of my all time favorite foods. (Besides Mac & Cheese of course) 

2. I love Leslie (3), pretty much everything about her. I mean we have this relationship that is pretty inexplainable. She doubles as a sister and a mother to me and that’s something I think, that has made us become so close. 

4. Speaking of Leslie, we were talking this morning about starting a family Bible(5) study with my sisters! I’m so excited! Not only do I like to set examples for other children, I want to be able to instill the values I have been taught, to my sisters. In the hopes that what ever they are faced with in the future, they’ll have the strength to know with their faith, that everything is and will be okay.

5. This week I started teaching CCD classes at my church with Leslie!! I was late(6) and this little boy was crying the entire time we were doing our activities. I felt so badly for him, he was so adorable and all he wanted was his mommy. Well I decided that I would go and talk to him and maybe he could stop crying. Eventually throughout the course of the class he stopped crying and he told me his name was Roman. Ahh! So adorable! I’m going to look forward to seeing all these cute kids faces! Also, at the end of class I held up a Rosary and asked the kids if they knew what this was. Roman (finally coming out of his shell) raised his hand and guessed “a holy bible necklace” I know my heart grew like 23423 times for this kid because, well, that’s just about the cutest answer I’ve ever heard. 

6. I got in my very first wreck ever yesterday! Well… I guess it would be second, but the first didn’t involve another car so the first one wasn’t a big deal. I’m sure you’re thinking I’m being extremely optimistic about this whole wreck thing, but it definitely could’ve been a lot worse. So anyway I was leaving the Doctor’s (7) office and I was on the feeder road next to Olive Garden. Well the light turned green and I turned my air conditioning down and let my foot off the brake…. I rear-ended the car in front of me. :( I wasn’t as bad or anything until I called Leslie and she said the cops were going to come…. then I started crying (hahahah typical) anyways we got it all sorted out and what not I’m just happy that everyone was okay!

7. Last one I promise! Anyway I was at the doctor’s office because I have one wisdom tooth to get out!!! crazy huh? 

I’m sure this still isn’t as long as leika’s, haha but i think if you follow along with the numbers it somewhat shows how these tangents are linked. the words or the thoughts that trigger the next thought is the one with a number next to it. just incase you wanted to know how my brain works…. hahahha 

p.s. also, this is the tentative #8, if you were wondering when i’d get my wisdom tooth taken out, probably around thanksgiving. and if you’re like most people thinking that would suck, i’m not like most people because i don’t really like turkey anyway! 

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Brainwascht By Ben Folds

This song has to do with relationships and how I personally think how manipulative they can be. I suddenly thought while listening, what if when you were in a relationship with someone, you had one of those obscene backpack leashes on one another. (This is actually how I see it.) Like the poor kids in the mall do, used by parents that don’t know how to control or discipline their children. It tied the two within the relationship together like Siamese twins. I guess this is some part of the reason why I think that at my current age, it’s completely ridiculous to date. This day dream holds what is likely to happen in reality. 

When people get involved in a relationship, they tend to get tied down and don’t live their lives as if they were single. They become obsessed with the person they’re dating and lose all ties to the best friends they once had before the relationship. After being with they’re significant other for a few months, they tend to become attached and “wouldn’t know what to do if they were without them.”

It’s safe to say that I’m an independent person. My schedule for the week seems to go like this:

• Wake up around 9 a.m.
• Check various social networks on my laptop
• Start getting ready for work around 9:30
• Leave for work from 11-5
• Call Rachel and figure on what’s going on that night
• Hang out with friends until around 1 a.m.
• Return home, again checking social networks
• Get ready for bed
• Sleep

There is honestly no time for me to spare for anyone else in my life. I like the things I do, and the things I’m involved in and I personally wouldn’t want to ration my time any other way. Now of course, things tend to differ on the weekends. Those are devoted to Mass and (again) my friends. I just don’t see what the rush is. Right now is the time to appreciate life, enjoy the time you have with your family, and focus on the things of importance. After all, best friends are better than boyfriends. 

Passed on by the beautiful Ali Stratton, this quote gave me peace and hope. It reassures me that the things my family and I offer up to God daily, are things that will lead us on the path that’s closest to Him. 

Well needless to say, I’m quite the day dreamer.

My cousin’s wedding was on Santa Monica Bluff in Santa Monica, California. My friend Rachel and I attended the wedding this past weekend and were told the wedding was on the side of a cliff. Well what I pictured in my head was completely different than what is the actual reality in the picture. After various tangents, I had developed this imaginary story that eventually led to wondering what would happen if someone jumped off a cliff in the middle of the wedding ceremony? I know what most people are thinking, “Who is this teenage angst child that constantly thinks of suicide?” Well, I’m pleased to tell you, that I’m a proud and religious Catholic and have no thoughts of hurting myself or others. But, how hilarious would it be if someone decided to just plummet themselves from a side of a cliff while a sweet couple was saying their vows? It’s like someone proposing at a funeral or something… People wouldn’t know how to gage their emotions. Of course they would be happy, for the couple professing their love (and slightly annoyed) but all the while contemplating the mourning on their hearts for their passed loved one. It’s like both sides of the spectrum merging and ultimately creating emotional confusion. Which seems very interesting to me, to say the very least.